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Monday, June 12, 2006

todae i went out.
im suppose to mit pig at 1030am .
but still,i overslept until around 11am?
she was like kinda piss at first or sth i tink.
oh well,pig im sorry.hahs.
i cant force myself to wake up but stil,
pig wans me to go n take cigarette from her.
so ya..i went out of my hse.den she was dere.
i couldnt even open my eye big big lah.hahas
alright den i was abt to go back to sleep.
janelle ask me to go over her house NOW!
cuz got sth to discuss with me.den i reach dere ard 12.
but she sae shes not goin to tel me le.lol!
cuz ..ya...hahas. oh well..xiner was dere when i reach.
me n her didnt actually talk alot.oh i cant be bothered.
i read the leta she gave me.i was curious.
veri curious of sumthings..wad shld i do lehx?
oh no..den after tt,xiner threw away 5sticks of my cigarettes.
at least she care lah.so ermx..nvmx lohh.jux throw it away.
den we ate western food loh. ya lo.
den after tt me n xiner went home.
janelle kip saein i like xiner or xiner stil like me etc lah.
no loh.i dun lah.ermx..i guess..yupp.
i took bus home with her.
she nvr even talk to me.
infact she make me have to chase her all the wae lah.
den i was like..in the bus she cant even be bothered to tok to me.
den when she go..she jux turn sidewaes n smile to me..
as if i dun exist lah.tsk.den she jux walk away n get down the bus like tt.
my mood has been spoilt todae but tt..
i dunno why at tt time my heart suddenly jux aches.
as if its hurtin me alot.
but i was feel quite alright.
den i come online.
i readahem's blog...den i was like..wha lao..
i treat her so good she dun even care.
wad for muz i give a fuckin shit for her la.
correct?haiiss im jux feelin veri upset now.
veri upset.why muz u sae tt u cant be bothered with ur stead.
somemore in front of me lah.tsk.im veri upset lo.
stop leadin me on okie!

hey my jie mei out dere!
lu ting wen!i miss u!
hahas..faster cum back.
if not me n janelle wil be bored.
our deal is stil on!
so hurry up!!hahas.

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